Acceptance

Have you ever felt lonely before? and by I mean lonely is nobody wants to be your friend,nobody likes you and nobody cares about you.if you dont, YOU'RE LUCKY.well,I did.when I was 7 years old,i have friends but none of them are REALLY my friends.they are more like FRENEMIES.being lonely is the worst part of my life.they hate you because of who you are but you have nothing to blame for. well, here's a story I wanna share(which is MY REAL LIFE STORY) about acceptance and the reasons why people cant accept each other.

At first I don't know why my friends hate me.but then I discovered that I was WEIRD before.I'm quiet,shy,timid and sometimes creepy because I like being in my fantasy.I'd wish that my fantasy would be real.my fantasies were like, 'i have superpowers','the world is in big danger' & only "7 OF THE CHOSEN ONES" could save the world and I'm one of them and the world THANKED us.lol! XD.and I wrote all of my fantasies in a random book and diary.my friends secretly opened my diary and they MOCKED me.I was humiliated in front of my friends.I cried and asked myself 'why can't they support me?why can't they like me for who I am?'.I was lonely. X( nobody really wants to sit beside me.nobody would say hi to me and most of my SO-CALLED-"FRIENDS" were talking bad about me.past two years was the worst but then, I don't really care(I wasnt mature enough).I was getting used to the part where I walked alone all along. boulevard of broken dreams by green day was my inspiration.all the lyrics described what I've been through. I shared my stories to my brother but he didnt really care (but at least he heard me right?). then,the next year,I changed myself(probably because i've reached my puberty.hahahahha).all of me! my hairstyle,attitude and style.then I tried to make friends and I did.SHE was my first real bestfriend and all I did was a joke.lol.I didnt took it serious enough but hey, she resisted.hahahah.ILY F <3-end of example part 1-

part 2-
one of the reason people cant accept each other is their appearance.YUP! it's all because of your image! wether youre ugly/weird looking or have something undescripable on your face OR have something defect on or in your parts of your body.for example,I have defect on my forehead. and nobody realised it until this ONE GUY sees it.He mocked me and humiliate me by telling everyone about my forehead! uggghhh! I was angry and I even asked my mom why my forehead is defected.and AGAIN my so called "friends mocked me because of my defectness.I didnt really talked to THAT GUY until now. He is in my blacklist and I couldnt forgive him until now and I WONT.(vengeance is really strong inside of me.MUAHHAHAHH!!!)-end of the example of story-

so did you get my point of view?did you get something valuable out of the examples? well if you dont(that means you're a DUMBSHIT DOUCHEBAG who likes to TALK SHIT about people and doesnt even care what are the lessons of LIFE!!!!!)(THAT IS FIRETRUCKING TRUTH ABOUT YOU and ACCEPT THAT THEN CHANGE!) here's some point of view and what SHOULD YOU DO:

point of view: people are judgemental. they will not like you for who you are.even the slightest thing about you will make out a big MESS of your life.you cant change the way you look(it is a GOD's GIFT) and people just cant accept the defectness or ugliness in or out of you.and this whole thing would probably turn out to be BAD(I MEAN REALLY BAD) .for example, the loss of human life.hehe.I've talked to some people and they are almost the same.they would like to kill themselves because they are lonely and this is just sad. :( and I did the best I coould to be their diary :')

what should you guys do:
please accept people the way they are.be nice to them.it's not their fault that they are what they are.investigate them deeper.try to find out why they are like that.because probably, their attitude can come from their root/childhood(the way their parents treat them...maybe didnt get enough attention?).hear them out.talk to them even a lil bit can make them feel better(TRUST ME I KNOW).be friendly. and for the people that are not accepted by the public, try to change a lil bit ( they may hate your attitude),dont give up so fast and think positive.think of the people you have and love.be thankful to god,(dont try to change a thing about your face if you have a lil bit of defect) stand up for yourself and always love peace. who says that life would be easy?LIFE IS HARD.there's no shortcuts in life.there's no easy way to solve problems.


dear readers,LITTLE help can make a BIG CHANGE.have you ever wonder why there are a lot of wars between people? beacuse they hate each other.if we could reunite and accept each other,peace will come along.so do what you gotta do people. until then,i would like to say thank you and sorry if there are offenses in my blog.


love,ely

an update from elynoboy

thank you for reading my blog and I appreciate it but i know NOBODY actually visit my blog. :)
i havent updated my blog in a long time because i was observing and i have to recall what I've been through and it is quite a long process. I would love to write a book someday about my point of view :P(although i hate reading and writing but I'll give it a try). so my next POINT OF VIEW is about acceptance which I'm working on it.just need to plan well. so just wait n see n hope you'll get something from it =)

REJECTED

I gotta tell you It's not fun being rejected all the times. by I mean "REJECTED" is to not give someone the love and attention they want and are expecting from you. I got rejected so many times and I don't know why.It's like I'm not complete being a girl :(
am I too ugly?or too fat? or just too dumb to achieve something....

just try and imagine when you audition for a role so many times and you just cant have it. when you try so hard to get the judges attention, they just can't accept it because there's something wrong about you.all they can see is the weakness in you. they want everything's perfect and in the end they're happy.*clap*.

I don't know when can I really be accepted by someone whom I like. I wish my life would have been better like hers. I mean she's so beautiful, and talented... and who doesn't like her? who doesn't want her for a record deal? who doesn't want her to be his girl? I know that think positive is the only way to make us better but to me, it's not... when I think positive, it's like 'hey,yeah!! I'm not gonna let a stupid club getting on my way,there are many more clubs that I can enter'. then a few seconds past, I was like 'hmmphh.I will never get into the club I want. I'm just not good to be in it.'

but I'm just making up a story. that was just an example. but what really happen is a secret and I will never tell my friends even my bestfriends. They don't support me like they did back then.All they do is laugh and say 'aww pity you [*pat on the head*]' and that's it. I just can't trust anyone again. :[

so my point of view here, being rejected is very hurtfull. some people can take it as a...what do you call it... ummm...it's like a thing that makes us keep going. but some people can't and they end up hurting and killing themselves just because they feel useless.

and I don't have a guide because I haven't found the answers yet.

i have a lot of stories to tell based on my view but i dont have time and I'm pretty lazy.
so these are my buddies during the holidays(i have no friends to talk with). staring to the left is of course my cutie wootie tamama nitohei that I've shown you, and then there's my stitchy, naruto uzumaki(mahal doe plush tuu) and my new froggy pie *look at it,it is sooooooo cute! it's a coin purse but it's so cuddly and cute and greeny and cute and bla bla bla*

my first keroro plushie!!!! Tamama nitohei!! kawaaiii(comell) kan?

nahh fatin..aku nak kao tgk niii!!! heheh..ade lagi....but nnti ahh